I just really want an urban farm! Gardens full of flowers, herbs, and tomatos; hens and fresh eggs; maybe a little pot belly pig….. doesn’t that sound like a lovely “Someday” ?
For now, my cacti and terracotta pot of mint and dying parsley will have to suffice :)
I do not see the road ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do I really know myself,
and the fact that I think I am following your will
does not mean that I am actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you.
And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing.
I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire.
And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road,
though I may know nothing about it.
Therefore, I will trust you always,
though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death.
I will not fear, for you are ever with me,
and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.” —a prayer by thomas merton